If I had a passion for something I'm convinced that I could do it quite well. I tried playing the piano when I was a kid, and I did reasonably well at it, but I quit because I didn't enjoy it that much. Right now I don't really have much of a passion for anything, though I have an obsessive tendency that encourages me to do well at whatever I'm passionate about.
Passion (or coercion), I suppose, is why anybody becomes very good at anything. Olympic athletes have a passion for their sport that compels them to spend so much time and effort practicing and preparing. CEOs must have a passion for what they are doing or for their business for them to give so much of their time to their company. I don't think I could ever go that far, though, or at least right now I don't ever want to. I would like to devote my time to something, but I don't want to give up my life for sport or business.
I just haven't really found a long-term passion. I've had small passions before, but they always end after while. Do I have the focus and the determination to keep a passion?
I have pursuits, sure, and I guess most people only have pursuits. I'm not sure I know anyone personally who I can say has a real passion for something. Perhaps only normal people have pursuits, whereas the people who become the best at what they do have passions, like successful scientists, professional athletes, and published writers.
Photography is a recent pursuit of mine, but it doesn't do anyone but me much good unless I have a passion for it, in which case I'd try to take the absolute best photographs that I can take and want to do it more seriously than I currently do with my simple point-and-shoot camera.
I don't know what I could be passionate about. I think I could conceivably become passionate about a lot of things, such as writing, business, and who knows what else, but only certain situations would attract my passion.
I just wish I were passionate about something, right now I feel like I'm being underused and I want to discover a passion so that I can more fully use my abilities.